Tuesday, April 21, 2009

sad today
wanna be real with who i am
where im at
but who am i
will i heal?
will God fill all those places that feel so raw?
will I get better?
do i play a victim?
never been so lost
which i know deep down is god's plan
im so lost so i can be found
but i want to be found right now

3 comments:

andrew + camille said...

isn't it crazy/sad to realize just how raw some places really can be? just when you think you're healing and moving on, those wounds just seem to be raw and in your face and it feels like it will never go away. I haven't gone through what you have, but I understand that emotional pain is incredibly hard to deal with and it feels like it will never end.
just want you to know that you are NOT alone (i am here with you... though we're far apart... ok sorry! little MJ for ya!!)

you are so special. thanks for being you and continually being real.

Laurie said...

Oh Sarah, sorry you are feeling down today.

Things will come together.

I know I don't truly and fully understand what you are going through. But you are in my thoughts and prayers.

You are beautiful person both inside and out. I am so glad we can get to know each other even if it is just online!

Be easy on yourself today!!

((hugs))

armacleod said...

I understand how you feel. I am struggling with some stuff in my life that I was surprised to know was there and those things hurt. So I thought, now that I know, I'll fix it. But I run into another case of it again and I end up in the exact same spot just like that. I can feel the frustration and I know where you are at that way. (I don't know however the pains that you are going through specifically.)

Thank you for reminding me there are many other people in the same trenches trying to fight a spiritual war together. Thank you for sharing.