Wednesday, May 13, 2009

??? what the hell

walls going up.
self protection is a scary thing....
i have nothing to give.
Hope? what's that?
As I sit here eating chocolate almonds hoping to numb the pain inside...nothing helps.
will i get better?
will i find myself?

i am losing myself......each day......
getting farther and farther away....from.....I don't even know what.....
tired of the facade.
tired of smiling...
i'm not okay.....

6 comments:

Trev and Rebekah said...

Sarah I don't know what to say other than that I hope to see you soon. Hugs and am thinking of you. Here if you need or want to chat.

Nin said...

I love you.....
What else can I say? I got nothin...

Carebear said...

it's cool, nin, since we are both hollowed out logs....

Carebear said...

thx rebekah....it will be nice to see you :)

andrew + camille said...

yeahhhh.... i echo Rebekah.
i love you

Madame Angela Baggett said...

Praying... May the Lover embrace you and gently take the exact point of your deepest need and lead you through the pain to gentle waters. love and peace