a point form update

-stressed
-mad
-yet feel God's presence
-sad
-trying not to worry
-it's 3 in the morning and I shouldn't be up!
-feel like I'm in a dream
-confused
-wonder what's really under the rug
-how long it's been there
-I honestly do sense God's peace
-through all the thoughts and worry, He's here, close to me
-thankful for my friends and spiritual family
-self esteem shot
-crushed, but not destroyed